Un poco de mi nada

So Today it'll be a little something of that nothingness.
Don't know, it's a music or a prayer to the wind, well it feels like that sometimes doesn't it? Well it does to me. I can escape on my own @ times and cry out for someone to care. Someone but not just anyone and that's just it. That's, like, REALLY it. We like to pretend that anyone will do but it's not true, not at all. This tendency of being all inclusive when deep down we're not really @ all. Maybe not even with ourselves, we can try to be and maybe we're even supposed to try to be...are we? but it's not really, not from deep. I know a couple of people that really manages to do it, and mean it but i do mean, like, a couple. The rest of us, maybe we'd have an easier time if we were just honest and open our eyes and @ least see it ourselves even if we don't tell anyone else how we think that we are...the limit. This sounds like a conversation I had last night but I'm really not thinking about that @ all it's more about me than others, today anyway. HA!

It's a good summer day today, I woke up thinking it was Monday and, well, I figured it out before I got up though so it feels like an extra day. yay!!


Listening to: The Script-The Script. I love finding new music by myself (new to me)! they're pretty awesome, but this is for the softies. It's very friendly music for the happy souls to sing!! It's like Jason Mraz meets The Police. like literally, it's very unapologetically Police influenced Jason Mraz music. That equals awesome on my book. here's a happy pic for The Script!!

El Retorno

Hmmm. Funny that when I actually sit down to write a long overdue blog there’s no internet. But pretty quickly I figured that I can write it elsewhere and just paste it on Blogger once it decides to come back. I apologize to the few of you who have actually been waiting to read something for awhile now. I hope I don’t disappoint.
The hardest thing for me is actually getting things started, like this blog. Once I get going I’m a bit more likely to finish or keep going but that getting started part is pretty brutal form me. Also, if I stop or stall @ some point it’s the hardest for me to start over, which is what happened the last few timesI tired to get going. I’ve had to sort of re-start 3 times now, although I’ve only blogged twice and they were both on the same day…the third blog sort of doesn’t really count...well no not really right? So I decided to write a little bit about my difficulty with starting things that are not really moving.….ummm yeah I just wrote about it.

So I’m trying to tackle my pics and sort and organize them. This is somewhat of an overwhelming project since, as many of you know, I take millions of pics each time I get a chance. I’ve been sorting the last few thousand as I upload them unto my PC. Getting to the older ones will be pretty insane since they’re so many. We’ll see where that ends up @. I’ll probably work of some of the latest ones after I finish writing about doing it…but maybe I’ll facebook or read the news and distract myself instead..oh wait still no internet. Hmmm so maybe I’ll nap then ;-). Ok I’ll do some pics 1st. here!! look @ some of my new c-ville friends. Annie, Kristen, Chicho, Yamaya and my crazy punk friend Jordan.



Listening to: Slipknot-All Hope is Gone
What can I say? I like meat. It’s a pretty sweet album if you’re into a little… ummm no, a whole lot of anger from time to time…it grounds me… Bryn and Nate know what I'm talking about?

P.S.
Thanks Kimberly, I stand by my previous statement about how awesome U R.